i look back on this investment at this point and realize all the things i have neglected and missed out on by being so involved. i have lost most of my immediate family to death, ive lost my mate to disagreements, ive lost any kind of sense of 'home' i at one time had. all this because i wanted to help others with finances, and people online with the investment.

i wonder now if it was worth it and know better than ever the old adage 'money doesnt buy happiness'.