Hi,
My personal explanation of the situation is like this:
- BM is still alive, he exists. He promised to post but he didn't. Given that the man has good qualities observed by many, his behaviour can mean only one thing: No posting means that he wants us to know that the situation is rough at present. Since he himself did not declare the end of pips means that there is a 50/50 chance that things might work out.
- Another comment: It *always* pays to be positive, no matter what. Even if there is no basis for being positive regarding one issue or projest, the universe will reward you in another manner - another opportunity opens up, or you suddenly get good news or something like that. You need to look at things from the standpont of the universe, the laws of nature. God has no shortage of options, but he keeps some secrets up his sleeve. You cannot understand what God does because you are not God. All you need to do is Trust Him.
Having said the above, yes I know that it can be hard to be positive sometimes. But... just do your best, never give up :D
PV