Marijuana Addiction

[Muller21pr]

Hi, I really don't know how to start this, or what to say. But I know I'm addicted to weed... and it affects my life, but I can't stop.



A few years ago, I suffered from severe depression and anxiety, which was actually caused by my daily pot Smoking. I was already in a bad place - but it only showed me that when I started having panic attacks, when I was high, and yet even then I kept Smoking, and it made things worse. In the end, I just froze. I didn't feel anything - I didn't love anything. Not my fiance, but my dog... my own mother. I don't feel like I even have my own memories, felt like they belonged to someone else. I quit Smoking for about 2 years. I went through it - and I felt strong enough to curb my addiction, find myself again, and feel emotions again. My fiance's support was so important through this - even though I almost ruined our entire relationship, he was there for me.



But a year ago, I started Smoking again. At first everything was fine, just occasionally and it was just fun (with my husband - we have since got married). I am mentally in a good state now, although the old memories of what happened back then still caused some paranoia - but I ignored it, passed it by. Now I smoke again almost every day if I succeed, and the worst part is that I lie to my husband about it. He doesn't know - as far as he knows, I'm fine, I only smoke with him sometimes when we're on vacation or something. But I'm a writer and I work from home - alone. I do this throughout the day. I can't stop. Although I don't want to - I'm deluding myself that it gives me creative ideas for my writing. But it actually makes me lazy, which in turn makes me hate myself. And yet I can't stop. We're out of grass. But I got so carried away that I found old cockroaches with bits of half-burned grass still in the bag that we keep it, and I was putting it together to get another hit. I keep thinking about when we'll get more - although part of me really wants to tell my husband that we can't get more because I can't control myself. But I'm so ashamed that I don't want to tell him. I feel weak, pathetic, and unworthy of my husband.



I don't know what to do. I just hope someone has some advice.

[GlenCurtis]

Dude, don’t worry about this because it’s a trifle. I used to be like that too, but over time I became more relaxed. This is not a serious problem, but only a manifestation of the nature of the introvert. I did not communicate with anyone from 5 years old and only after 16 years I became a sociable teenager. You need to find people with whom you will feel as comfortable as possible. I would advise you to smoke weed, drink cognac and try to relax. I'm sure it will help you. I even know how to buy weed in D.C. legal, so you won't have any problems with the police. It is safe and helps to relax. So it seems to me that this is a great idea!

[RoyFollman]

Dude, don’t worry about this because it’s a trifle. I used to be like that too, but over time I became more relaxed. This is not a serious problem, but only a manifestation of the nature of the introvert. I did not communicate with anyone from 5 years old and only after 16 years I became a sociable teenager. You need to find people with whom you will feel as comfortable as possible. I would advise you to smoke weed, drink cognac and try to relax. I'm sure it will help you. I even know how to buy weed in D.C. legal, so you won't have any problems with the police. It is safe and helps to relax. So it seems to me that this is a great idea!

Not a bad idea for relaxing. I've always been afraid to smoke pot, I don't know why. Thanks, bro.

[GlenCurtis]

Happy that I helped you! If you need some more information let's talk in PM

[gravdesgdihoca]

Are you sure that you have a marijuana addiction?! It helps you to relax and sometimes all of us need such kind of relaxing. You know I have a friend who because of the haters became addicted. He started to use drugs and ended looking for help 'cause he didn't manage to leave all these toxic things alone. He found help here https://www.lifeline.org.uk/cocaine-addiction/ these specialists created for him special treatment and at the same time, they offered him that support that he needed. Maybe you also need such help and in the end, you will find out that you can transform your addiction is something that can help you.

[valentina777]

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[Juglooma]

it is awful

[kuriisenbo]

The marijuana addiction is something that not all people believe in. A lot of us consider it to be close to smoking. I know people who destroyed themselves because of this stuff and I am trying to make all of my friends to send away this life. It is hard sometimes to convince someone they are addicted. I would recommend them to see a detox clinic that will manage to help them in the right way, without any pain and the patients of this clinic always believe they are addicted and that they want to change it.

[Jeffead]

There is no such thing as mj addiction, I think that CBD is pretty powerful. As for me, I take it for better sleep and to deal with pain, works great. I also take some regular meds like those from Canadian Pharmacy though, and they are good too. What do you think?

[GlenCurtis]

First of all, let me tell you that I admire a lot the fact that you've found the power within yourself to come out and tell your story about some of the issues you are dealing with.