Actually, I do understand your fears about taking a loan now during these tough times, caused by this pandemic. I actually think that you could easily take a small loan, and try trading, and see if it is good for you and you can actually gain proper money out of it. Do not even think about taking a big loan, because you might actually lose all of those money, and after that you will be having a hell a lot of problems. You could even get visited by the collections agencies actually,as I did. IT was the
CMRE collections, and I got really scared by them, so I had to look for some legal help against them.