Ni and Increased tendency for clinical depression

I want ascertain that of course, any type can become depressed.. However, with Ni being able perceive time and look to the future and also deal with past, I can see how it would broaden potential for depression. If you see the outcome and where it is headed and can do nothing for its stopping, then you will carry that, no one may listen to you, and you cannot change it and anyhow will know. Then paying attention to past and patterns, you can see who/what will change and the things that will not can beat you down.

Again, I do not want it seem like I am saying Ni is only depressive type, of course any can become such, but I just see more potential.

I am an IEI diagnosed with clinical depression. True, I'm still wondering what formed in me first: a tendency to depression or an IEI character, haha. It is really difficult for me to clearly assess what has more influence on the deterioration of my condition. Yes, I am a very vulnerable person, I have increased anxiety and even a "crooked" look in my direction hurts me. But on the other hand, I've been unlucky enough to spend most of my life in survival mode. My family had very little money, I had almost no friends. I have developed the habit of solving all my problems myself, and not all my acquaintances believe that I am IEI. Because I try to appear much stronger than I am. But if I endure everything that happens to me physically, then I clearly cease to endure it mentally. My girlfriend ILI takes me to joint therapy for our relationship, but it seems to me that WE have no problems, only ME have problems. Perhaps when I can change my life situation, we can both be happy.